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Chapter 3: Island Hopping
The box
Alfred held was pretty non-descript. No characters or images adorned its
smooth, ash surface. No bigger than a couple large, volume books stacked on top
of each other, it weighed considerably less than two large books would. In
fact, it felt as if it were empty.
That
would be a horrible trick, the eleven-year-old boy thought to himself as he secured the rickety
raft to the rocky shore of his island.
Yet
somehow he knew, even with his innocent, pre-adolescent mind, that it was not a
trick. Whatever the box held, it may not have been of physical substance, but
for Alfred it supported all the weight of desperate hope. Of miraculous
possibilities.
Still,
he could not open it. Not yet. First, he had to go back home to see if … well,
to see. So he scrambled over the black rocks where the seabirds roosted until
he made it to the tough, yellow grass of a prairie sitting between the island
home’s lone rock fixtures and the planed out shore.
Alfred
instinctively found the black stream, which entered the sea just below where he
tied off the raft, and followed its constant murmuring until he came upon the
muffled reverence of the stand of pine trees sitting at the base of the one
hundred-foot cliff face presiding over the island.
Had he
looked back at any time during this short hike, Alfred would have seen the
curious sight of several different seabirds distantly flopping up behind him,
eyeing his progress with caution. But Alfred did not think to look back.
Instead, his mind was lost on the events leading up to his recent visit with
the Icelandic ship.
Ever
since the landslide, three long days ago—the start of a new life that began
ages ago it seemed—Alfred had gone to the northern shore of the island to look
out to the town across the waters of Mangekilder Fjord. Every hour he spent
there, he experienced the same sickening feeling as he processed the scar in
the mountainside above the town. Yet, he felt drawn to it, as if to confirm
that the nightmare really was true.
The
opposite seemed to happen to his father. When they both went to investigate the
crash in the fading light of the setting sun three days before, and when they
both saw for the first time the horrifying change of landscape, his father let
out a strangled cry of grief.
Alfred
would never forget the sound of desperation, disbelief, and despair. He would
also never forget the troubled look in his father’s eyes, which seemed betrayed
by the vision they took in, frantically scanning the very spot his wife had
last been, now buried under a hundred feet of merciless black rock and mud,
with no small fishing boat traversing the wide open space between island and
town. Immediately, Alfred’s father turned and raced back to the cottage,
forgetting his son and shutting himself away from anything verifying the harsh
reality of what just occurred.
Because
of that moment, Alfred felt that opening the box should wait until he went
home. As much as he hoped opening the box might reveal something to soften
their grief, he hoped even more that opening the cottage door would find his
father recovered, maybe not whole, but at least aware of Alfred and the world
around him.
For
Alfred, it was almost unbearable to go from the grief of the shore, gazing out
over the haunting emptiness of Mangekilder, as it was to enter the cottage and
see a more disturbing emptiness in his father’s eyes. All the while, his father
mindlessly tended a small flame in the fireplace, staring blankly into its
fathomless embers, alive only in his deep breathing.
As Alfred
readjusted the grip of his hands on the smudged, yellow of the ash box, the
cottage revealed itself from underneath a crowd of paternal pines just above a
large, oval pond, which mirrored the black cliffs on its western bank. He
paused, trying not to hope too much.
According
to expectations, when the door to the cottage swiveled open, his father sat in
front of the fireplace, jabbing a small log meaninglessly with the poker. The
opening of the door caused his father’s head to twitch, though the eyes stayed
on the fire, as he stated, “We’ll need some more firewood.” Then, almost too
low for Alfred to hear, he followed up with, “Need to keep the house warm for
your mother. She’ll be cold after the trip back across the fjord.”
Alfred
had already dutifully refilled the wood box just before leaving earlier that
day. He had already force-fed his father some bland fish as well. And he had
already tried, too many times, to talk with his father about the reality of the
landslide—a responsibility too great for an eleven-year-old—each time with a
blank look from his father, staring into the fireplace. Responses, if any,
inevitably called for more firewood, to keep the house warm for Alfred’s mother
after the cold crossing.
Alfred
sighed, a deep, lost sigh. He did not understand these events. He did not know
what to do, how to shoulder this burden. He felt dwarfed before an impassable
wall. Most of all he felt the drilling vacancy of his mother’s presence
grinding through him in an ever-downward spiral.
He had
never dealt with death in his short life; his youthful mind could not grasp the
totality and scope of it now. But Alfred did know life, his mother had taught
him that much. And he sensed that the experience he and his father shared for
these last couple of days had no resemblance to life.
Even
knowing this, however, Alfred felt stuck. Physically, that was obvious, since
their fishing boat had been lost with Alfred’s mother and they lived on an
island with no other boat than a shoddy raft Alfred built for play when
younger. More than that, though, Alfred felt they were stuck with static
memories. Incased by the moments after the ominous sound roared through the
fjord three days ago.
Somehow,
he needed to escape the sight and memory of the landslide, blaringly visible
from the island home; yet to escape would require the impossible: abandoning
his father in his catatonic state, leaving the only home he knew, the home that
held the good memories of his mother.
For
that reason the approach of the Icelandic boat that afternoon seemed so
providential. A reprieve. The ship could get Alfred and his father passage off
the island, at least temporarily, and the ship might bring news from the town. Miraculous
news, even, his
naïve, eleven-year-old mind had considered.
He
remembered freeing up his old raft and paddling to the ship, which appeared to
be doing some repairs. The crew brought him on board, and he found a man who
spoke Norwegian. With fearful hope, he asked about survivors from the
landslide; with subdued desperation, he asked about his mother.
The
Icelandic sailor shook his head, his eyes pained to deliver the tragic news,
which, however great, was nothing to the pain that Alfred simultaneously felt
and could not understand. Then a hand rested firmly on his shoulder, and Alfred
saw other eyes, eyes that reflected, it seemed, the infinite sky, the blueness
in them like the blueness that deepens into the farthest corners of the sky
just before approaching twilight. And Alfred knew that, whatever else happened,
he could retreat into those eyes and find refuge.
The man
that belonged to the eyes, an old man with a slow gait, led Alfred below decks,
past some cramped storage areas, and then into a small partition. The man lit a
lantern and showed himself standing before a large chest, sitting in front of a
wall of hanging nets.
Without
looking at Alfred, the man carefully opened the chest and knowingly rearranged
its contents, uncovering a predestined item. Strange though it seemed to
Alfred, he could not actually see anything in the chest. The man’s hands
grabbed at and seemingly relocated material, but Alfred saw nothing except the
calloused hands and a shimmering in the chest that might have been the
flickering lantern light.
Then,
the hands gripped something of substance. They exited the chest, and Alfred saw
the ash box. Curious, Alfred gazed at the simple object, wondering how
something as plain as this held the promise to repair a broken heart—for why
else would the man with the heavenly eyes have brought him down here?
With
childlike innocence, however, Alfred solemnly accepted the gift. Thank you, Alfred thought.
The
box will not fix or replace your loss, gentle youth. But with it you can
preserve your family heritage, while still advancing towards the future your
mother hoped for your family someday. The thought came from the man’s eyes, it seemed, and it
filled Alfred with the kind of love he felt when his family had been whole. Take
the box to the quarterdeck of your home—a place is prepared for it.
Although
reluctant to leave the man with the infinite eyes, Alfred also felt eager to
move forward, finally having a purpose and an object of hope. That hope he had
upon leaving the Icelandic ship seemed so distant to Alfred now sitting in his
family’s dark cottage, lit only by the quiet red of a constantly dying fire.
Desperate to revive hope, Alfred decided it was time to open the box.
His
hand gripped the edge of the lid, joined to the box by unseen hinges, then he
drew it open and looked down after the lid admitted enough light from the
hearth. Alfred’s heart immediately sank. The box gaped back at him, empty.
How
could this be?
Alfred anguished. Why would the man with hope send me a box with nothing? But Alfred’s eleven-year-old mind
refused to despair. Not having yet arrived at the skeptical age of adults, he
took a deep breath and thought.
The
quarterdeck of the home. The man with hope told me to take it to the
quarterdeck of my home. A quarterdeck usually belonged to a ship, the place people steered,
but applying it to his house did not give him a lot of options. The size of his
house probably matched or even was smaller than most quarterdecks on the back
of any ship, plus there was nothing in his home that resembled anything like a
real quarterdeck. If not here, then where would the quarterdeck be? Then Alfred felt the sturdy ground
beneath his feet, beneath the floor of the cabin. This island is my home.
Alfred
breathed in sharply. How often, while fishing with his father or traveling to
town with his mother, had he gazed back at the island and thought of it shaped
like a ship. The plains spreading out from the center of the island like the
wide deck of an enormous ocean-going vessel, the eastern tip pointed and
slightly raised like a razor bow. The western shore of the island, a blunt
point, resembled the clipped curvature of a boat’s stern. The clustered pines
and oval pond served as the cargo-filled center of the imaginary ship. Then the
jutting rocks, set off center towards the west, the stern of the island,
appearing as the raised helm … the quarterdeck!
Immediately,
Alfred cradled the box and rushed out the door, leaving his father in his
statue position before the hearth. He suddenly became confused by a dozen or so
seabirds perched on the low tree branches and rocks surrounding the entrance of
the house. They seemed expectant, calm as they observed him move, confused,
away from the door.
Cautiously,
Alfred paced forward, his enthusiasm for finding the quarterdeck overcoming
this strange gathering of birds, who he never saw leave the rocky shores of the
island. The birds, however, simply watched him pass before hopping off their
perches and marching awkwardly, at a respectful distance, behind him.
With an
eye backwards, Alfred hiked along the familiar trail that he often traversed
through the pines, up a rock slide, and then climbing along the steep incline
of the back side of the cliffs. He gradually rose to the tips of the trees
behind him and then finally broke above them, surfacing through a sea of dark
green. During the fifteen-minute trek, the seabirds of various sizes scurried
and flopped up the rocks after him. The pathway towards the top required Alfred
to tuck the box snuggly between his arm and side, while he used one hand to
grasp familiar rock handles and scramble up primitive boulder steps to the slim
ridge at the cliff’s crest.
Instinctively
knowing where to go, Alfred strode along the uneven rock platforms forming the
short ridge towering over the island. Behind him he heard the scraping and
shuffling of his odd, feathered entourage as he worked towards the center, and
highest, shelf of the summit. Once he ascended this pulpit, he soaked in the
setting, one he and his family had often come to experience.
From
this vantage point on the island, it was possible to see everywhere. Looking
down, he saw the sad, slender trail of smoke from his cabin’s chimney, seeking
its way through the knit branches of the pine trees. He saw the pond at the
base of the cliffs, a hole in the grove of trees, and now a brilliant blue with
the full force of the sun’s rays angling down into it. The deep green and black
of the trees ended abruptly and gave way to the tough yellow grass of the rest
of the island, which was only broken by some raised terrain near the bow,
dotted with boulders. The whole was island outlined by the black, rocky shore.
Then,
as if to humble any who might feel on top of the world, Alfred only needed to
look beyond the island and see the Mangekilder Fjord cliffs shooting into the
sky just beyond the island. He knew that if his gaze took him north, he would
see the northern borders of the fjord. But that would also show him the
devastated town and the landslide remnants, so he avoided it. Even avoiding it,
though, made him think on it, and he remembered what he came for.
Alfred
adjusted his vision so that it descended from the lofty cliffs and landed on
the shelf upon which he stood. The rock that seemed so solidly black from a
distance, close up, showed a scattered array of gray, white lichen, an
occasional tuft of stunted grass. Topping all this lay loose rocks and rough
pebbles, victims of the exposed rim of the cliff peak. And then, just at the
edge of the cliff edge in front of him, roots gripping as if for dear life, sat
Alfred’s objective.
A
gnarled, aged tree stump, rising to Alfred’s chest before breaking off in
jagged, layered points, indicated the former majesty of a kingly tree. Alfred’s
father knew it from his youth, before its crown was unceremoniously removed
from a vengeful lightening strike. How the tree had even managed to slip its
tendril roots into the hard cliff edge, where no other trees had succeeded,
demonstrated its tenacity. Even now, the stump held a stubborn look of
resistance and pride, in spite of—or maybe because of—the broken-off branch
stubs and burrowing fissures in its skin.
Alfred
had come up here often, had often scrutinized the stump and surrounding shelf.
But he never saw it as he now did, seeing what had, impossibly, been there all
along. Near the top of the stump, a square-like indentation bore into one of
the stump’s layered shelves. In wonder, Alfred realized that the shape of the
recess seemed to match perfectly the box he held in his hands.
No
curious eleven-year-old could have been held back at that point. Alfred stepped
forward, reverently balanced the box in front of him, then slipped it into the
open hole of the stump. As if made for that very purpose, the box slipped into
the nook until level with the shelf around it. Alfred then raised the lid until
it rested, perfectly, into a step of the stump behind it.
Without
question, the fitting of the box to the stump smacked of the miraculous. Yet
still, Alfred could not see anything inside the box. He stepped back, thinking
through his instructions.
While
sorting things in his mind, Alfred startled when a rough flapping of wings
approached. A huge specimen of white feathers, with grey wings, rose up to the
shelf Alfred stood on and then attempted to land on the stump, just above the
box. The attempt turned out a near failure, with feet scrambling to locate a
landing and then ungracefully bracing the rest of the body on the very edge of
the tree remnant. Recovering from the dismal landing and finding its balance,
the bird raised itself erect.
Once
the bird revealed its full proportions, it became clear it was a monster. He
looked like a kittiwake, a type of seagull that frequented the island, but in
body size he resembled more of a large goose. This particular bird, stomping
restlessly on top of the stump and feinting his wings up and down, as if trying
to settle them into its body unsuccessfully, looked almost menacing. Its beak
seemed blunted and blocky, with a downward-hooked tip. Its white body feathers
were speckled with gray, almost like the encroaching gray hair on a grumpy old
man. The bird’s head cocked to one side as it tried to stare down Alfred, as if
Alfred kept leaning too much to one side and the large bird needed to
compensate.
Every
now and then, the powerful seabird would turn to adjust a stray, disobedient
feather, and Alfred suddenly understood the awkward looks. The eye on the left
side of the bird’s head had been mangled at some point, perhaps in a scuffle
with another bird, or—considering its recent second-rate arrival at the
stump—maybe a failed landing. The scars sealed up any practical use of the eye.
Still, when the good eye came around to inspect Alfred, he could not help but
think that inside of it lay a demand, or at least an expectation, of something
from him.
“I don’t
know what you want,” said Alfred cautiously to the bird.
A low
squawk rumbled in the belly of the bird.
“I
brought the box to the quarterdeck,” Alfred followed, feeling that the box
somehow tied in to the bird’s presence.
The
bird replied by lifting its wings again and settling them back next to its
body, impatiently.
“There’s
nothing in the box, see?” Alfred spoke, wondering what drove him to justifying
himself to an animal. “But I’m pretty sure it’s meant for that hole in the
stump.”
The
bird’s head angled again and the good eye held fast to Alfred.
“If
this were a real ship, then I guess the next move be to make the ship ready to
sail, but—.”
With
this last phrase of “make the ship ready to sail” the large bird interrupted,
crying out with a sharp, ugly squawk. Alfred immediately became enveloped by
the beating sound of flapping wings and chattering. Within a matter of moments,
he found himself joined on the quarterdeck by a couple dozen seabirds.
With
military sharpness, the birds formed two lines facing each other along the
shelf between where Alfred stood and the stump with the large bird. In the
front lines on both sides stood six puffin birds standing at about knee height
to Alfred, their colorful, triangular beaks pointing to each other, their black
body feathers shining, and the white feathers in a broad, circular sweep around
their eyes glowing with pride.
Behind
the first line, crouched and small compared to the puffin birds, perched the
arctic terns. These eight sleek birds, four on either side, gazed up at Alfred
intelligently, respectfully, though not nearly as formally as the puffins in
front of them. Their heads seemed like black helmets topping the silky white
feathers dressing the rest of their bodies, which reached down to their forked
tails, sloping to sharp pointed ends.
Then
scrummed up behind the arctic terns, jostled two sets of five kittiwakes,
generally white feathered bodies with grey wings, though with some variance of
black tipped wings and heads. The kittiwakes murmured and shuffled restlessly,
much to the apparent dismay of the puffins, who stood statue still, with uneasy
glances back at the kittiwakes.
All the
birds seemed to be waiting for something from Alfred, still figuring out the
peculiar scene in front of him. The large bird gave a gruff, if not
encouraging, squawk.
Bewildered,
but hoping to appease the fowl in front of him, Alfred said uncertainly, “Um …
next, I would give the order to raise anchor, but because this is an island—”
The
large bird let out a brief shriek and immediately the puffins jumped around and
started screeching at the hapless kittiwakes. Four of the kittiwakes took
flight, landing on the stump at the opposite side of the large bird. One of
them dipped its beak into the box, seemed to grab at something, then tugged its
head out. The kittiwake sitting behind the first reached out to the approaching
beak and grabbed at thin air, tugging backwards, as if hefting a large, heavy
object. The third and fourth kittiwakes followed suit, until all four were
reaching and tugging at some imaginary counterweight.
Eyeing
them with aloof interest, the large bird eventually seemed satisfied, called
out, and the puffins boldly flew three of the kittiwakes into a retreat with
the others on the shelf. The fourth circled his head in a wrapping motion
around a stunted branch of the stump and then joined the others.
Alfred
witnessed the whole thing with curious hesitation, part of him suspicious as to
how much of this had to do with the old man and the box or whether these birds
suffered from confusion, or whether the events from the last couple of days had
caused hallucinations for Alfred.
After
another long moment of thinking, Alfred came to the conclusion that, either
way, he found himself on the quarterdeck. He was, apparently, the captain, and
these birds his crew. Alfred shrugged.
“Raise
sails?”
In a
moment, after an enthusiastic, approving crackle from the large bird, the
puffins had the whole crew in an uproar. Kittiwakes hounded the stump, beaks
dipping strategically and handing off unseen somethings to other kittiwakes
waiting at their sides. These leaped into the air, flapping upwards slowly,
with heads dipping low, as if greatly burdened. Sometimes other kittiwakes
would join next to them and help ease the apparent load.
Once
the groups of kittiwakes had ascended one hundred, two hundred, maybe even
three hundred feet in the air, Alfred finally saw the acrobatic arctic terns
enter the scene. Darting from one loaded kittiwake to another, they snatched at
the air and then backtracked, skillfully unfolding themselves outwards, away
from each other in immense, expanding squares.
It was
at this point that Alfred first saw, or thought he saw, something among the
soaring seabirds. In the right angle of sunlight, he seemed to catch a glint of
enormous waving sheets. If he did not know to look closely, he would have
confused it only with a shimmering of sunlight, but watching the birds handle
and counterbalance against an apparent physical object forced him to scrutinize
every space between box and birds. The examination did not prove fruitless.
By
following the slight glistening of wind-swept fabric hundreds of feet in the
air, Alfred could track the gleaming of nearly invisible cords traveling all
the way down until a wide clump of them entered into the simple ash box on the
stump in front of him. In awe, his eyes journeyed back to the sky and watched,
carefully, to see the large swaths of thinly outlined sails fill with the brisk
fjord wind, come taught, and turn into wide squares with bulging centers.
Dancing
beautifully in the air among the majestic, silent sails, the arctic terns
flitted back and forth, from corner to corner of at least a dozen sails that
seemed to stretch to lengths of almost a quarter the size of the island itself.
At the same time, below, the large bird regarded the scene with his one good
eye, squawking occasionally to the puffins, who in return, scrambled, half
flying-half screeching to kittiwakes and terns, dispensing apparent orders. The
results of these led to adjustments to either the height of a sail, handled by
kittiwakes at the box, bobbing heads as they raised or lowered the elusive
cords; or the placement of the sail, handled by adroit terns in the sky.
So
entranced was Alfred with the ceremony of the seabirds, that he almost did not
notice the queasy sensation that overtook his stomach. Coupled with the
buckling of his knees, his attention focused back down to the island beneath
his feet, and Alfred witnessed, shocked, the island elevating beyond the level
of the sea, rising up in the air—one hundred acres of hardy Scandinavian
land—and inching forward above the fjord waters as winds coaxed the sails
forward and beyond the quarterdeck.
The
raging, but distant, whoosh of water below told Alfred that the sea began to
fill the vacancy the island was leaving. The tug of the land not yet free of
the water also told him that a significant portion of the island below the
surface accompanied them on this maiden flight.
Exhilarated,
Alfred’s feet adjusted to the phenomenon of the raising mass of land, and he
felt as he had never felt before. Excitement surged through him to the point
where he was shouting exultantly. I must grab Father and Mother! he thought, they must see this!
And then
he faltered. Not Mother. His excitement tempered. Maybe Father … though even that seemed
unlikely. Before he could turn to the trail down to the cabin, he recognized
that while the island gained momentum forwards and upwards, it put itself on
track straight for the cliffs a half mile in front of him.
That
won’t do, he
thought. “Turn to the port,” he commanded the large bird.
The
bird shuffled awkwardly, eyeing him, but making no call to the puffins.
“Turn
left!” Alfred said, more desperately. The island did not move quickly at that
point, in fact, it still had not released itself entirely from the sea below.
But the fact that it was an object in motion and Alfred did not know how to
stop it created a sense of urgency.
The
bird cocked its head to the side.
How
do ships turn? he
thought, containing his panic. A helm, a wheel or tiller. There is nothing
like that here.
Alfred looked around, hoping for something else to appear, but nothing did.
By now
the bird fidgeted, its good eye having swerved around and noticed the slowly
approaching cliff face. It turned back to Alfred.
If only
he had the time to think, Alfred felt he could figure out the riddle, but
everything seemed to be happening all at once. Only minutes before, Alfred
stood safely grounded to an immovable, anchored island, and now he had the
charge of a hundred acre battering ram. I would’ve been more careful, he thought, I would’ve waited
and thought things through …
Suddenly,
it dawned on Alfred. So I should make the island immovable again!
The
cliffs loomed closer and the island gained enough momentum that the final tip
of land underneath had finally cleared the water below. Each second compounded
towards less time, but Alfred’s moment of panic had passed.
With
purpose, he caught the good eye of the bird on the stump and declared: “Lower
the sails! Anchor the island!”
Relieved,
it seemed, for the decision, the large bird bellowed out some convincing
commands and the puffins set a flurry of action. Arctic terns swooped to gather
in fields of sails, kittiwakes tugged on gleaming lines, stuffing yard after
yard in the apparently limitless box. One kittiwake reversed the wrapping
motion around the stunted branch and then others helped to ease the taught cord
back into the box.
Before
the island’s rocky underneath could even finish dripping the last of the
seawater, it settled back into the fjord. Had Alfred not personally witnessed
the island’s rise and descent, and had it not been a quarter mile closer to the
cliff walls directly to the east, he never would have known that anything
happened in the last couple of minutes at all.
For a
moment, Alfred processed what just happened. Then he closed the lid, and the
birds immediately shuffled off the quarterdeck onto the ridgeline below.
Leaving the box in the stump, because he could think of no better place for it,
Alfred hiked past the birds—who this time did not follow him, though they stood
respectfully at attention while he passed—and scrambled down to his cabin
below.
He made
dinner out of the last of their food, thinking that he would need to go fishing
soon to replenish their stock … such a commonplace thought, Alfred realized
surreally, especially after he had just witnessed, and directed, the rising of
a whole island out of the sea.
That
night he sat next to the fire with his father. Once or twice he tried to
explain the occurrences of the day, but it came as no surprise when his father
would either ignore him or make a call for more firewood. This left Alfred to
ponder the riddle of the helm on his own, while the two of them stared into the
flickering light before them. Where could I find a wheel? How would I attach
it? If it came to
something as simple as the wheel from a ship’s helm, Alfred thought of a
possible answer. A second longer and he reasoned that he might even know how to
attach it.
Still,
though, Alfred realized that maybe he was taking too much time thinking about
how to steer the island. What good would a steering mechanism be when he did
not even know where to steer the island to? That was Alfred’s real problem. He
knew that he wanted to leave the memories of Mangekilder Fjord and keep their
island home, but where would he go? Was he to simply run away? That did not
seem like the noble thing to do with a miraculous object. It seemed like there
should be a purpose.
Alfred
thought back on the words of the old man. The man mentioned how the box could
help preserve Alfred’s family heritage. Taking the island with him wherever he
went, Alfred felt, accomplished just that.
Then the
man said something about going to a future that Alfred’s mother hoped for the
family someday. Not realizing it at the time, Alfred now thought that a strange
thing to say. What else would Mother want for us than to simply be happy
here on our island?
Sure, the fishing seemed to be getting worse and worse each season, but
Alfred’s eleven-year-old mind did not sense a pattern with the decline. Sure,
there were new fishing industries, who—with their larger ships and new
factories—seemed to be undercutting business. But Alfred just considered these
things the routine complaints of adults, and they did not affect his youthful
lifestyle.
Rethinking
these things, though, forced the young eleven-year-old to adopt a more mature
line of thought. What if the problems were real? What if Mother really hoped
to fix these problems?
The
more he thought about it, though, the more Alfred felt that his father would
never consider leaving the island that had been in his family for generations,
their family heritage. Any solution Mother thought of would have to mean we
still stayed on the island.
How
stuck Mother must have felt, Alfred considered. His mom and dad loved each other deeply, of that
Alfred had no question. So, he reasoned, Mother would have respected Father’s
family heritage, but also wanted to get our family, get me, away from a position with
no future. Now
Alfred knew he was not the only person who felt stuck. In fact, he felt ashamed
he had not realized it sooner.
With
these realizations, Alfred at least did not feel the despair his mother must
have experienced, and hid, on certain occasions. He had the box. There was a
way to maintain both, as the old man said.
This, Alfred felt, this is my way
of respecting the heritage of my mother, his eyes watered, and he gulped hard, and of my
father … since both,
he gave a meaning look to his now dozing father, both have been lost. If he could find a way to
restore his mother’s hopes, then it might still restore his father. But what
did his mother hope for the family?
Alfred
went to bed without an answer, cozying underneath his mother’s handmade quilt
in the corner of the room on his small, unsteady bed. He could have, he knew,
slept in the bed in his parent’s tiny bedroom, since his father only left his
chair to go to the outhouse and back. But something about using their empty bed
did not feel right, so he drifted off to sleep with the cares of an adult
lacing themselves through his subconscious.
Just as
dawn approached, Alfred dreamt of his mother sharing soothing stories with him,
as she often did. Stories of mischievous elves, horrible giants, magical
Finnish sailors, and … Alfred woke up abruptly. That’s it, he thought, I know where to
go, where she wanted to go! He went to his parent’s bedroom and rummaged through the several
containers under the bed until he found what he was looking for.
Later
that day Alfred took his small raft and paddled it over to the shoals next to
the cliff face to the east of the island. The raft fought against the strong
currents in the fjord, but fortunately, the island sat much closer to the
shoals this day than it did the day before. Once at the shoals, he navigated
the tricky maze of rocks and flowing water until he came across the wreckage of
a large fishing boat, one of the newer ones commissioned by a fishing company.
Alfred
remembered his family’s surprise when Snorre, Mangekilder’s local drunk,
received the boat in return for working for the company, based out of a foreign
business. Alfred’s father mentioned something about how they might as well have
offered it to an otter. Alfred’s mother chided him softly—Alfred never heard
her say a bad thing about anyone, but least of all Snorre, though it was clear
she abhorred his habits.
It
surprised no one much when, only weeks later, the boat crashed on the shoals,
and was deemed unsalvageable. If Snorre’s drinking had been bad before, it
certainly did not improve after that incident. Alfred remembered Henry, back at
the town, laughing and saying that there was no good fishing anywhere near the
shoals. Henry said that Snorre must have been really slogged to think to take
his nice new ship over there.
Well, Alfred thought, my mother
told me that Snorre was to be pitied. But that doesn’t mean I can’t gain from
his mistake.
Alfred tied the raft to a part of the ship remaining above water, then spent
most of the afternoon working on releasing the beautiful, barely-used wheel of
the ship, sitting listlessly in the stern.
The way
home also delayed him since he took time to catch fish. By the time he reached
the shore of his island, the sun dropped low on the horizon. Alfred grunted
while arranging the heavy wheel on his back, one whose height nearly reached
his chest from the ground.
With
the wheel placed, he now steadied himself and grabbed his bucket of fish.
Before turning to the path towards his cabin, he saw with interest a steamship
anchored by the Mangekilder town, but with more important things at hand, he
thought no more of it and stumbled up the path.
After a
quick meal for his father and himself, Alfred stuffed four envelopes from his
mother’s room in his pocket and shouldered the wheel once more, heading up the
path to the cliffs. The going was slow, especially coming up the steep section
towards the end, but with enough shuffling and short breaks, Alfred finally
crested the ridge.
Immediately,
almost comically, the puffin birds screeched out and flew around jabbing and
poking at kittiwakes, who half-heartedly came to attention. The arctic terns
effectively lined up on their own, watching the proceedings with interest. The
birds, Alfred noted wryly, had not expected him in their quarters. Pieces of
fish bones and feathers were scattered everywhere, but Alfred only grinned and
moved past the stock-still crew. The large bird was no where to be seen.
Alfred
ascended the final pulpit of rock and looked upon the familiar stump and box.
He eyed the stump curiously, almost expectantly, and then, swinging the wheel
from around his back approached a hole, buried in a fissure of the stump, just
below Alfred’s waist. The hole at one time must have been the home to squirrels
or birds. Now,
thought Alfred, it will be home to yet another thing.
Jutting
from the middle of one side of the wheel, a wooden stave poked forward. In
removing it from the shipwreck, Alfred snapped the stave a few feet from the
wheel. Now, he took the remnants of the stave and aimed it for the hole in the
stump. Much the same as the box, the wheel seemed made for that particular
hole, sliding straight in as snug as a bird in its nest.
Alfred
tested it. The polished spokes of the wheel gleamed as it spun perfectly one
way and then the other. The handles felt comfortable in his hands, like they
were made for him. It seemed strange for Alfred to be so sure about something so
remote from any experience he ever had, but the fitting of the wheel inspired
all the confidence that his reckless flight had dashed only a day ago.
Though
the sun lowered more and more, Alfred could no longer wait. The evening breezes
should get him out of the fjord if he left now, and with a destination in mind,
he felt he must act immediately.
His
hand reached out and lifted the box lid open. From some unseen location, the
large bird swooped and crashed indelicately onto the stump. It took a moment to
recuperate its body—and dignity, perhaps—then it reared tall on the stump,
prepared. The scarred eye turned away and the good eye lay on Alfred
expectantly.
Alfred
smiled. “Make ready to sail!”
The
bird gave a satisfied squawk, and the quarterdeck filled with the crew in their
normal position. One order followed another and, in beautiful succession, the
island was underneath the soft gleaming roof of sails. Once again, it rocked,
once again it rose, and Alfred saw the cliffs looming ever closer. This time
I’m ready, he
thought. I hope.
Once
the island had a bit of headway, Alfred gripped the rungs of the wheel. He
paused for a moment, ensuring the island had left the grasp of the water below,
then he gave the wheel a hard spin to port, a northeast direction. In return,
not only did the bow of the island swerve to the left, but the whole island
tilted, if only slightly, at a leftward angle.
The
movement caused some fluttering, like beating of a distant flock of thousands
of birds, and Alfred realized that it was the result of the change in angle
causing the sails to lose wind and flap as a result; although its soft, removed
flapping resembled nothing like the belligerent, near slapping of the sails in
his family’s fishing boat.
The
large bird also recognized the change and squawked orders, which the puffins
then carried through to the terns. Skillfully, the sails adjusted position and
filled again, and they found themselves skirting alongside the cliffs,
maintaining their distance of a quarter mile, rising as they flew. The setting
sun cast the island’s traveling shadow across the cliff face, and with interest
Alfred noted that the island carried most of its mass below the surface, a huge
wedge of rock acting as a tremendous keel. He could hardly believe that he
managed such a magnificent, moving behemoth by a simple wheel in the hole of a
stump in front of him.
A
couple more turns would take him west and over the town, which vaguely tempted
him, maybe just to see what the steamship did there, but instead, Alfred
maintained their direction in hopes of clearing the cliffs before making any
more adjustments.
After
fifteen minutes of sailing, the island finally peaked the dominating cliffs of
Mangekilder Fjord. With only a little remorse did Alfred leave it behind. His
home was still with him, and his excitement for what lay ahead drowned out any
other regrets he might have had.
He
fished into his pocket and pulled out the envelopes he found in containers
under his mother’s bed. Envelopes filled with descriptions of a place that
mother would often tell Alfred about, a place of his mother’s dream, what must
have been her dream for her family. Alfred gripped the letters from his
mother’s cousin.
Now
that he made room for himself by clearing the cliffs, Alfred decided that it
was time to turn towards his destination, his mother’s dream, to turn west—to
America.
In the
melee that followed the island’s slow coming about, Alfred’s exhilaration with
the island’s progress and the crew’s proceedings distracted him enough that he
did not make out, on the twilight-deepening western horizon, mounds and mounds
of dark, menacing storm clouds.
©2012 by Marty Reeder
Once Upon
a Fjord was funded, in part, through a Kickstarter campaign. For sponsorship
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