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Chapter 10: Once Upon a Broken Arch
White
Feather thought it would be strange to have a new name. Usually a vision quest
resulted in receiving a different name, just like Little Dog’s name changed to
Yellow Wolf after his vision quest revealed to him the spirit of a wolf,
granting its powers to the warrior in battle and hunt. White Feather had heard
all the stories of warriors and their vision quests. Many times Laughing Flower
would find him hiding by the fire of their band, listening to the tales of the
spirit animals that the warriors encountered in their quests.
White
Feather fondled something around his neck, knowing that, while proud to be on
his own vision quest, he would always prefer the name White Feather due to its
connection to his history. When the prairie fire scattered his people, he had
only been a baby who somehow managed to be on a knoll that the fire would not
touch.
When
Laughing Flower, then still a young girl, searched for survivors, she saw him
crying on that knoll in the distance. Unfortunately, a passing coyote had too.
According to Laughing Flower, the coyote crouched to attack when a large bird
came crashing out of the sky and barreled into the coyote. The two animals
tangled fiercely for a few moments before the coyote eventually retreated with
his tail between his legs.
Laughing
Flower said that the bird then looked to her, one of its eyes bleeding heavily
from the vicious attack. She did not recognize the type of bird, though she
said it loomed large. Then it lifted up into the air and glided far away.
Sitting next to the rescued baby, Laughing Flower found a white feather.
White
Feather now put the necklace with a single feather hanging from it back under
his deerskin shirt. After all these years, he still had the white feather. He
comforted himself in thinking that even with a new name, he would always have
the protection of the feather.
For all
the stories of vision quests White Feather had heard, however none of them
seemed to compare with the one he experienced now. First of all, there were
white men everywhere along his path, including a part Indian who clearly had a
troubled spirit wrestling within him. Second of all, Laughing Flower still
trailed him, something no other warrior would stand for. Even though White
Feather had not seen a dozen snows, however, he understood something that most
warriors would not. He understood that asking Laughing Flower to leave him
would cause her to shrivel in worry.
Besides
raising him from before his own memory because his parents had been lost in the
prairie fire, Laughing Flower had lost her own parents in the great slaughter
from the white man army somewhere near this very spot. Because of this, Laughing
Flower fiercely defended White Feather, determined that he would not be lost to
her like the others had been. White Feather did not prefer to be followed by a
woman for his vision quest, but he also understood why it happened.
By the
time White Feather saw the group of white men traveling along his same path, he
had gone three days without food. In order to be in a state to receive the
sacred vision, White Feather understood that it was crucial to abstain from
eating. The first couple of days, White Feather found this very difficult, his
body aching for sustenance. Soon after that point, however, the body subdued
itself to the superiority of his spiritual side. He knew that he was entering a
state in which he could receive the vision. Now, as he moved forward, forces
seemed to guide his pony to the place Nature intended him to receive that
vision.
In the
dark of night, White Feather allowed the white men behind him to pass as he
hid, because he did not want to be distracted by their presence. The hurried
men did not pass, however, without White Feather catching another glimpse of
the part Indian. White Feather would have thought it strange that the man
seemed to fear a small boy, but now that he had entered his heightened
spiritual state, he marveled at very little and instead remained passive until
they had gone forward along the path.
By the
morning of his fourth day on the quest, he saw a tower of rock guarding a
valley beyond. It is here. This is where my vision awaits me, White Feather thought. He left
his pony behind, choosing journey on foot.
The
valley sat closed in by impossibly large cliffs with gaps where canyons
entered, such as where he stood. The cliffs looked to White Feather like
tremendous waterfalls of frozen rock tumbling down to the valley floor. The
dust and grayness of the valley, along with few or barren trees, indicated its
arid quality, which made it seem odd to White Feather that the group of white
men seemed intent on coming here.
Yet the
white men were here, he saw. Across the valley, miles away, he saw forms on
horses coming to a stop just at a rift in the valley floor. Though intent on
completing his spiritual journey, White Feather felt something tug at him to
investigate the white man camp.
The
closer he came to the camp, the more details he saw of the landscape
surrounding it. The rift in the valley was a gaping hole, like a continuation
of the cliffs that dug deeper into the valley. To the east of this immense
crack lay a small stretch of land before the hills and cliffs forming the
general barrier around the whole valley.
White
Feather watched as the white men spread out with their horses, searching the
area nearby. Two of them went up towards the boulder-strewn hills below the
cliffs. A short time later, they returned. This time, White Feather was close
enough to see that they had an extra person with them.
The
white men carried the other with them until they met up with their leader, the
part Indian. The troubled man instructed the others to bind the captured man with
rope. The captured man seemed indignant, but did not say anything.
White
Feather felt the injustice of these men’s actions. At any other time, he would
vacillate, but that was a different White Feather than this one. While his body
may appear pale and weak due to lack of food, his inner self now entered the
vision state, and he felt strong, as though he only visited this mortal world
whose inhabitants had little power over him.
White
Feather confidently moved forward. He moved past the strange, brooding man who
lost himself in removing piles and piles of rainbow fabric from a wagon. He
moved past the men’s horses, who did not even flinch. They, too, respected his
state of spiritual ecstasy. Then White Feather walked right up to the group of
four men, who stood conversing in low, evil tones.
White
Feather saw that it was the part Indian who sensed him first. The man swung
around swiftly, eventually joined by the curiosity of the others. The part
Indian stared at White Feather, his mouth open, his eyes wide. One of the other
men started reached for the weapon on his hip, but the part Indian hissed
something at him, his voice trembling.
White
Feather examined each man for a moment, almost confused by their mortal states.
Then his eyes returned to the part Indian, who seemed to expect a stroke of
death for each moment White Feather stood nearby. The stroke never came as the
young boy abruptly strolled past them. He went to the bound man, an older,
sickly looking man. He withdrew his knife and soon had the cords lying on the
ground like a nest of dead snakes.
White
Feather then helped the old man to his feet and guided him past the gawking
group of men, including the part Indian, who still held an unmatched terror and
hatred for the boy in his eyes, as if the Indian youth were an avenging spirit.
Soon
White Feather and the released captive traveled far enough away from the great
rift in the valley that they saw two other people coming their direction on
horse and mule. When they finally met, White Feather saw Laughing Flower united
with a white woman, who looked tired and lonely, but who seemed to carry a
secret on the back of her mule and her mind.
All of
this, however, did not seem to concern White Feather. He could sense these
things but was also removed from them. Instead of making useless queries, he
sat back as the man he just rescued cried out and hobbled to the woman on the
mule. She got off and they embraced while the man spoke many words.
The
scene did not affect White Feather, who witnessed impassively for a moment
before going to the side of his mother’s sister. “See that this white man is
protected, Laughing Flower, for the other white men intend evil upon him. I go
to complete my quest, for my vision is upon me.”
Laughing
Flower seemed to know better than to treat him as she usually did, like a
doting mother. She simply nodded while White Feather journeyed to the other
point of the rift in the valley floor.
So
entranced was he by the anticipation of his impending vision, that White
Feather did not see, nor would have cared if he did, the black speck swinging
around in the sky, approaching the valley just above the southern rim of
cliffs, even as a large multi-colored globe began to the side of him near the
white man camp.
***
Having
found the Norwegian girl’s homestead, Snorre’s instructions from LeRoi were to
fill up the balloon and leave it anchored to the ground as a signal that they
had arrived, thus creating a marker that let LeRoi know where to bring the
island. Snorre stopped the wagon just at the southern tip of the immense rocky
pit delving into the valley floor.
Snorre
eyed John Ross suspiciously as he unloaded the wagon of mounds and mounds of
silk. The man had certainly held up to his side of the bargain. He and his men
were binding up the Norwegian woman’s father, who—frankly—did not pose enough
of a threat to even waste rope on, considering his weak state. John had also
demonstrated a true skill on the trail in managing to get Snorre and the
cumbersome wagon to arrive at the homestead by noon on the next day, though it
required hard riding all through the night and morning.
Still,
though, Snorre did not like the man. In fact, he hated him. As he went through
the process of preparing the hot air balloon, he wondered to himself why this
was. By the time he readied the basket and kindled a fire for injecting warm
air into the immense cavern of fabric, he realized why he hated him. The cattle
baron was just like Snorre.
Snorre
could not say for certain, but he did at least sense that the man had a past
that haunted him. It reflected in his eyes, it exploded from his every
movement, it dripped from his voice.
Snorre
watched the ruffled, multi-colored fabric start to tremble as warm air entered
the encased silk ball. Whatever he’s haunted by, it can’t be worse than me, he thought.
Even
now Snorre saw her face, the rippling silk reminding him cruelly of her waving
hair, which would so often wrap around her face when she would go on walks with
him. She grew up with a sheep herding family in his fjord, and whenever she
came to town, he left the piers to find her. He loved her, though the thought
seemed bitter in his mind now.
Snorre
rattled his head while spreading out more of the expanding fabric, but the
memories still stayed. They never left. He remembered courting her, subduing
his rough habits so as to feel worthy to be in her presence. He remembered her
gentle smile, her sweet disposition.
Snorre
hated these memories, because they were always immediately followed by his
monumental transgression. She wanted to leave early one day, to return to her
family and help with shearing. Snorre had insisted she stay with him longer, at
first pleasantly and then angrily. He did not hit her, Snorre did not think he
could ever do such a thing. Of course, Snorre would not have thought he could
do what he ended up doing to her years later. Still, on that distant night so
long ago, he did not touch her, though he became violent with objects and
spouted ugly things. She left without a word.
Snorre
meant to apologize, but he smoldered for days. By the time he mustered the
humility to work his way up the fjord path to her home, her family explained
how she had been in town most of the day. When he returned to town, he found
her with a fisherman from another fjord, laughing like she had never laughed
with him, telling stories he had never heard.
Snorre’s
heart did not immediately go black—he often tried to remind himself of this.
Discouraged, yes, he still remembered thinking that he might win her over yet.
Snorre knew that any local fisherman would not be able to offer her much. So he
became a sailor, sailed the world, saved his earnings and after years and
years, returned to Norway. He found her at Mangekilder Fjord, married, living
on an island, already with a growing son.
Snorre
thought that none of that would matter when she saw what he had done for her,
the money he scrimped for her, the life he could offer, one so much more
meaningful than that in a small cabin on a remote fjord.
The
silk heap now actually started to resemble a balloon with the seams bulging on
one side, though the bottom still rested flat on the ground. The brilliant
colors seemed to mock Snorre as he recognized the precise moment his heart went
dark. It was when he went to her.
At
first he stayed at Mangekilder for some time, waiting for her to come to him,
spreading rumors of his hidden wealth. After some time he knew she was aware of
his presence there, yet she avoided him. She stayed mostly to the pier when she
came to town. He stayed mostly at the tavern, quelling his frustration at her
lack of attention. Snorre did not then think murderous thoughts, but he began
to sense the husband to be more of an obstacle than he originally anticipated.
Through his long bouts of drinking, however, he convinced himself that he could
still win her over, but that he had not yet demonstrated his grand potential as
a provider.
So
Snorre searched out an old friend, a Russian, from his days as a sailor. That
friend set up a meeting with another Russian, who then struck a deal with
Snorre for a smuggling trade. It was a magnificent deal. Snorre threw all his
savings into it, and they even gave him a beautiful fishing boat, one specially
modified to transfer secret cargo. In Mangekilder, those who had been skeptical
about him started to reverse their opinion, especially when they saw the
manifestation of his money.
After
the boat, Snorre thought for sure that she would be ready to drop her former
life and embrace him. A couple weeks of waiting passed, and he could wait no
longer. He went to the island, piloting his grand fishing boat on his own,
though expecting one more person to be with him on the way back. His confidence
was such that he did not care if her husband were there or not. The boy was out
building some raft or something, but she was there—as beautiful as ever—along
with her plain, poor husband.
Snorre
ignored the husband and told her he came to take her away. Snorre’s thoughts
paused at this moment, just as she paused then. At the time he mistook it for
her considering his offer. When she gave her answer, he realized she was
deciding how to inform him in a way that would be firm, but still save him from
raging misery—a naive thought.
The
balloon started lifting off the ground at this point, mirroring his downward
fall after her rejection. When she told him, Snorre refused to believe it.
Snorre meant to grab her, to wake her up from the ridiculous world her husband
had trapped her in. He only wanted to save her. But then the husband stood in
Snorre’s path. He told Snorre to leave. Snorre about shoved the impudent man
out of the way, when her voice made him stop. She told him to leave. Then she added
that she would always consider him a friend but that she did not and had not
ever loved him.
Snorre’s
insides collapsed, deflated like this balloon had been minutes earlier. He left
the couple, only capable of hearing what she had last said, of seeing her
beautiful face insisting he leave. When he made it back to his boat, he sat and
drank for a long time. Then, in a stupor, he sailed directly for the reef close
to the island. It took him as he intended. It snatched his elegant boat and
smashed its hull. He stood at the helm, prepared to go down, but men observing
from the village came to rescue him and try—uselessly—to salvage the boat. One
of the men was her husband.
Snorre
hated him for it. He knew that if he had the chance, he would kill the presumptuous
man. But he also knew, for the first time, that he hated her, too. Yes, he
still loved her, adored her. But he hated her all the same, because she could
not love him back.
Snorre
drank away the following months in disdain, part of him plotting the
destruction of his own soul by hoping to bring about the destruction of others,
but most of him just wallowing in gloom. He knew that his time was short. The
Russians would be coming to rendezvous with him and exchange goods soon, but
once they discovered that he destroyed their ship, Snorre knew they would not
be merciful.
Now the
balloon chaffed under the netting that kept it from drifting off into the sky
and attached to the basket below. Snorre made sure to anchor the carriage to
the ground. As he did, he thought about how unsteady ground can be at
times—like that night.
She had
come to town alone, and Snorre had seen her. He followed her from a distance,
not sure why, just drawn to her as a moth to a flame. It drizzled rain, as it
often did, leaving him wet and miserable inside and out. The last he saw her,
she ventured out on one of the docks to see about some lobsters. Snorre found
himself next to her small boat, perhaps hoping to confront her, though not sure
exactly what to do or say.
The
fact that she was on the end of one of the docks saved her life. His too. When
the horrifying rumbling came, he looked up and saw the mountain moving, sliding
downwards, mud and rock competing to be the first to reach the sea. Snorre used
his knife to slice the boat away from the pier and drift out into the fjord
waters.
Then he
looked for her, because that was what he had done all his life. He saw her at
the edge of the dock, trapped, while loose rocks and slabs of mud slung towards
her. In the last moment, she turned, about to jump into the water, but she was
pegged by a heavy stone and plopped into the water. Then she went under,
forcibly snatched by the grasping earth.
In that
moment, Snorre thought of nothing else than finding a way to get her to breath.
He scrambled the boat in that direction, he knew exactly where she had gone
under. He dove into the water and found her, encased up to the waist in a muddy
trap. He pushed, leveraged, tugged. He refused to go for air because he knew
she did not have the option. If she drowned, they would drown together.
Finally,
the landslide released her. He brought her to the surface and rolled her into
the boat. He saw her body convulse as it ejected the seawater, then he saw her
relax as she remained semi-conscious, breathing deeply.
That
moment, Snorre remembered, was his best moment. He hated her, but he still rescued
her—thought of doing nothing else. Then she lay in the boat, and he knew that
he needed to return her to the island, and he even was about to. But Snorre
realized what would happen. She would thank him, for his heroic actions. Then
she would go to her husband’s arms, then her son’s. And they would love her,
they might even sob for joy that she had not been lost. And Snorre would not
get to be with her again. And his hatred for her and her happiness swelled
within him.
Even
with these bitter thoughts lining his mind, Snorre still marveled at the rapid
transformation from his best moment to his absolute, despicable worst. He
turned the boat to take it away from Mangekilder. She would be with him, now,
he thought at the time. He would make her be with him. And she would come to love him, or
if she did not … well, she would have to.
Snorre
remembered these thoughts while he turned the corner of the fjord’s exit,
making plans for their future. These thoughts kept him from seeing the Russian
ship sitting in the passage until he turned almost right up onto it.
The
smuggling chief recognized Snorre and told him that they had come for him. The
smuggler said he heard Snorre lost the fishing boat and had not been collecting
the goods he was supposed to collect. Snorre tried to lie. He tried to blame
the lost ship on the landslide, but the smuggler saw the desperation of the
lie. Snorre still remembered the smuggler’s dark words, “Don’t worry, there is
still a way to repay the debt without having to die for it.” The smuggler
grinned, “There has been a recent need for hard labor in the remote factories
of Siberia. By selling you, I will make up part of what I lost.”
Desperately,
Snorre told him that he still had his connections even though he had lost the
boat. He could still make up some of the money and sending him to Siberia would
guarantee the permanent loss of that money, but the smuggler waved his hand
dismissively.
Snorre
bent his head in shame just as the balloon bobbed up and down in front of him.
He remembered that distant moment as the one where everything in his life
converged and he made a choice that would haunt him forever. He saw his way to
freedom, and he saw a way to keep her from going back to her island. He offered
the smuggler the woman in his boat.
The
smuggler accepted before Snorre could even decide whether he wanted to go
through with this action or not. The next thing he knew, the Russian ship
plopped him back in the little fishing boat after removing her, and the
smuggler told him they would be back to collect goods for trade.
Before
he knew it, Snorre sat in the boat alone, rising up and down with the swells,
ashamed, despairing, and hating himself more than he ever had before. By the
time he went back to the landslide, the town was in an uproar of grief and
panic. Snorre ignored it all. Instead, he tied up the boat and sat in it for
the next couple of days, ignoring the other men going out in boats to find
help, ignoring the Icelandic ship coming to provide aid.
Finally,
he came to a conclusion. He needed to go back to that island. Snorre untied the
boat and started to head towards the island, unsure what he went to do. Part of
Snorre thought that he would tell the news to her husband and hope that, in a
rage, the man would kill him. The other part of him thought that he just might
kill the husband first. He could not say. All he knew was that he intended to
go to the island and put an end to everything.
About
halfway there, Snorre thought he saw a bunch of swirling birds above the island.
Then he squinted as he traced what appeared to be huge, glittering sails
blooming above the island. Snorre stopped completely when he watched, amazed,
as the entire island suddenly lifted out of the water, as if a giant hand
scooped it up. The island, dripping underneath from the fjord waters, rose
slowly as it crawled forward through the air for a minute or so and then came
back down again.
So
disconcerting was this hallucination, which seemed to coincide exactly with his
ill-intentioned visit, that Snorre immediately returned to the town’s tavern.
There he hoped to do two things: drink away his mind’s overactive imagination,
and—more importantly—drink away his monstrous act of selling the person he
loved to a life of forced labor.
No
matter how much he drank, however, he could never completely remove her from
his conscious. She hovered there, reminding him of his reprehensible action.
She stayed with him on his trip across the Atlantic, then on the train ride to
the West. She stayed there on the trail to the homestead. And even now, as
Snorre sat before the balloon, she haunted him. So much so, that a movement in
his periphery caused him to swivel his head, and he saw her again, standing
there, gazing at him thoughtfully.
Then
this strange apparition, which seemed so real, broke all the rules of
illusions. It spoke to him. “Snorre?” she said. Immediately he knew that,
somehow, it was really her.
Snorre
did not see the Indian woman and the feeble man standing in the background. Nor
did he see the bundle that she carried to her side. All Snorre saw was her.
Seeing
her halfway across the world and in the middle of his harrowing memories of
her, Snorre did not know how to react. Part of him felt as if he should be
afraid, part of him felt as if he should be overjoyed. Eventually, he realized
what he really felt: ashamed. The one person in the world he actually longed to
see, and he could barely look her in the eyes.
“How
did you find me?” he whispered, partly expecting her to have a weapon and to
answer with it.
“I did
not mean to. Fate seemed to bring me here,” her soft voice held no vengeance in
it. “I came looking for my cousin and her father. I found her father, but not
the daughter. Do you know where the daughter is, Snorre?”
Snorre’s
eyes remained fastened to her, though he tried to avert them. “You will find my
answer difficult to believe.”
She
shook her head solemnly. “After what I have been through, I think you could
tell me anything.”
Snorre
nodded. “She is in the sky. Your island is sailing through the air. She is
there.”
“My
home,” she stated, her eyes distant with fires of hope. “With my family!” came
the next realization. “Where is it?”
For
some reason Snorre could withhold nothing from her. “It should be here soon.
This balloon is the marker for it.”
She
scanned the horizons and then they both saw something flitting in and out of
view off the southern horizon. It traveled their direction.
“I must
tell you something,” Snorre said suddenly. “There are bad men on the island.
They mean to do evil things.”
She
regarded his statement with thoughtfulness. Snorre continued, “I am working for
the bad men. Once they land the island, they plan on killing everyone … we planned on killing everyone.” It
felt so wrong to discuss something so despicable with such a pure person. Yet
she did not flinch.
“Then I
must not let them land,” she replied, still gazing to the horizon, ignoring
that Snorre had mentioned his own, nefarious part in the plot. Snorre shifted
uncomfortably.
Then
she turned and saw the balloon. “It flies, doesn’t it?”
Distracted,
Snorre said that it did. He then saw the look in her eyes. “They will kill
you,” he warned.
“Maybe,”
she replied, “But I might just be able to go unnoticed.” She patted her bundle
thoughtfully while still looking at the balloon.
“Not
likely. The man I’m working for won’t let this balloon or its contents just
happen upon the island without a thorough search,” Snorre responded.
“Snorre,”
she said, now looking straight at him, “you must trust me. I will be safe, and
if I am not, then it is a fate I would prefer.” She paused as she gazed at him.
“You will help me, old friend, won’t you?”
Snorre
squirmed. “You need to know about something I did.” He swallowed hard. “The
night of the landslide.”
She
stopped all other thoughts and focused entirely on him. “I know what you did,
Snorre. You saved my life.”
Snorre
shook his head. “I ruined your life. I was the one—”
“I know
what you did, Snorre,” she repeated firmly. “And I choose to remember the most
important thing: that you saved my life.”
Snorre
wept for the second time in America. He wept for her goodness and his badness.
She took something out from her side—he could not tell exactly what, his tears
or something else prohibited a clear view—and she wiped his wet face. “I know
you will help me, old friend,” she repeated.
This
time Snorre had run out of excuses. He nodded. The next couple of minutes
placed her in the balloon with her bundle. Snorre adjusted ropes and the flame
that kept the warm air entering the balloon. He explained that neither he nor
his boss really knew anything about how to handle the balloon; they simply
bought it and intended to figure it out later, so he did not have specific
instructions for her. “The fact that it’ll be in the air at all will bring the
island to you,” he added, “And then you must be careful.”
Finally,
Snorre started removing anchor lines and pushing them into the basket with her
help. Only one remained when he stopped. He looked into her eyes. “Before you
go, I have to say …” His lip trembled and his eyes started watering anew.
“Snorre,
you don’t have to tell me,” she said, smiling sadly.
Snorre
sniffed and cleared his throat. “But I do.” So many things to apologize for in
his contemptible life, yet for some reason one thing stood out in his mind over
everything else. “I’m sorry that I got angry with you so long ago when you
wanted to go home and I did not want to let you. I never should have treated
you that way, and I never should have said what I did. It’s haunted me ever
since. I’m truly sorry.”
There
was a pause as she looked down at him from the basket, her own eyes watering at
the memory he invoked. “I forgive you, Snorre,” she said.
Immediately,
Snorre felt released from a tremendous burden. In response, he sliced the final
anchor line and the balloon began to drift upwards while he watched her and his
burdens lifted away from him. “Thank you,” he managed.
Before
the balloon made it past thirty feet off the ground, someone approached and
said with bitterness, “You fool! What do you think you’re doing?”
John
Ross looked pale and vengeful, as if feeling the need to re-establish himself
from disgrace. Then Snorre saw John’s eyes connect with his, and he knew the
man recognized the softness of love in them. John Ross, Snorre saw, had no
sympathy for love. In fact, his own eyes retaliated with hatred.
In a
moment John had his knife out, flicked it so that he held the blade. Then he
prepared to throw it towards the unknowing woman still packing the last
dangling anchor line into the basket. Snorre did not think twice. With his
knife already out, all he needed to do was throw.
John
felt the impact of the blade in his chest and blinked. Reacting to this mortal
shot, he shifted his aim and pitched his knife at Snorre, who took it in the
same spot John had taken his. Snorre stumbled to the ground and heard a painful
cry from above.
She
still cares, he
thought. His dying eyes looked upwards. He saw her grief-stricken face staring
down, horrified. He, however, felt nothing but peace. Snorre smiled, satisfied.
He could not be more pleased with the last thing he would ever look at—her.
***
The
last thing John Ross saw was much more disconcerting. As he clutched the ground
and drew his last gasps of breath, he somehow recognized the valley around him,
as if seeing it for the first time. It was much more green, he thought, when we first
fought … when we massacred … the Indians here. Something told him that it must
have been cursed with barrenness after what he and the other soldiers did here.
John
Ross scraped his cheek on the ground to look away from the looming cliffs. But
he could not escape his past. Standing close by was one of the women he killed
on this battlefield. She looked younger than he remembered, like the Indian boy
who resembled the warrior he burned in the prairie blaze, but her face was
unmistakable. In torment, John Ross writhed at this guide to his afterlife. If
this woman was any indication, he did not look forward to the other faces that
would join him there.
***
“How
did you survive?” Alfred asked his mother. Alfred’s mother told him yet another
story about how Snorre had bravely rescued her from the landslide.
“But
then, why did you not come home?” Alfred inquired.
His
mother seemed hesitant to answer, so Daniel said, “Maybe I can speculate using
some information I gathered.” Alfred’s mother nodded, so Daniel continued,
“Snorre intended to take you away, but the Russian smugglers caught him. He
owed them a great debt and the smuggling ring has connections to Siberian
labor, so they intended to sell him as a laborer to a Siberian factory. To
avoid this fate, Snorre offered up you instead.”
While
Alfred and his father seemed horrified by this revelation, Alfred’s mother only
nodded. Daniel continued. “While on that Russian ship, you met with a strange,
marvelous man who could not speak with you but who somehow knew your situation.
He gave you something to help you: a cloth both transparent and opaque, making
you appear to be just a shadow in the air when you threw it over yourself.”
This
time Alfred’s mother nodded more slowly, amazed. “That man would soon be
transferred to a passing Icelandic ship, while the Russian ship made it’s way
back to St. Petersburg. There, you were placed directly on a train taking you
to a factory in Siberia. Being closely watched up until that point, you did not
have the opportunity to escape.”
Daniel
paused for a moment. “This is as much information as I gathered from a source
in Russia who investigated the Russian ship I gave him the name of. The rest I
will have to guess.”
Alfred’s
mother nodded for Daniel to proceed. “Once at the factory in the remote
wastelands of Siberia, you used the fabric to conceal yourself and slip away.
The closest and least watched path to freedom led east to the Pacific coast.
There, you sneaked onto a ship going to America.”
“A kind
captain of a seal hunting ship offered me passage to San Francisco,” Alfred’s
mother corrected.
Daniel
nodded. “Once in San Francisco, you needed only secure passage on the
trans-continental railway, where you would have gone east and eventually to New
York and then Norway. How you found this island hundreds of miles away from the
railway, however, is beyond my abilities to speculate.”
Alfred’s
mother smiled at Daniel. “It was you.”
Daniel,
shocked, replied, “Me?”
“Yes.
My train stopped at a city, Junction City, I think?” Daniel nodded, while she
continued, “The train stopped at the same time as another train going west.
While I sat by the window waiting for the train to refill its water supply, I
looked out at the remarkable canyons northwest of the city. The canyons
immediately reminded me of fjords, and I then remembered my cousin’s letters
describing her home as being amidst the fjords of America.”
Alfred’s
mother looked at Karen, who held Daniel’s hand tenderly, and smiled. “While
taking in this sight, I heard two voices out my window. One of them mentioned
‘Mangekilder,’ which immediately caught my attention. Then I saw them approach
a local and ask him something. I did not understand it all, but I did get that
they were asking about two Norwegians. The local gave a positive reply, and I
knew that it had to be Karen and her father.”
Alfred’s
mother pointed to Daniel and Madeleine Ross. “You had both left by the time I
hurried out of the train. I was slower getting started because I could not
communicate as well, but I managed to get a mule with the last of the money the
seal hunting captain had gifted me. Someone pointed me in the general direction
and then I came after you as quickly as possible, though you always stayed
ahead of me.”
Alfred’s
mother now tapped into the events of earlier that day. “I eventually ran into
an Indian woman who helped me make the last leg of the journey towards Karen’s
homestead. There, I found Snorre. He helped me into the balloon.” She paused
for a moment, and her husband hugged her. “The greatest stories require
sacrifice,” she said distantly, then continued, “He saved me from a vicious man
trying to kill me. They are both dead now.”
“John
Ross,” Daniel whispered. He translated the information to Madeleine and Owen.
Madeleine broke down and Owen held her, though the news did not seem to move
him otherwise.
For a
long moment, the island went quiet as everyone processed the new information.
Finally, Alfred broke the silence. “That leaves two questions. Without Skipper,
how do I fly the island? The next question is where do we fly once we figure
out the answer to the first question?”
Alfred’s
mother commented, “I don’t know the answer to the first question, but the
answer to the second one is that we will fly home.”
Alfred
nodded. “But we should take cousin Karen back to her home first.”
Alfred’s
mother replied, “Son, when we take Karen home, you will see that it is our home.”
Karen
jumped in at this point. “It does look like the fjords of Norway, though it is
quite dry.”
“Did
you not visit us at Mangekilder enough?” Alfred’s mother said. “The valley
where your home resides does not just look like a Norwegian fjord, it is an
exact replica of Mangekilder.”
Daniel
watched as Karen thought for a moment and then gasped. “I think you are right,
cousin. I’ve lived there for months but did not see it. I guess I didn’t even
know to look for it.” Her memory must have traced the outlines of the valley in
her mind, because she next said, “Why, I think I even know where we are
intended to land!”
“But
how do I fly there?” Alfred said, excited to act but not knowing how.
Daniel
urged Alfred to the quarterdeck. “Go to the box. It has not failed you yet.”
Alfred
went to the quarterdeck and immediately the birds flocked to him, lining up
respectfully. The stump, however, remained empty, and Alfred looked around,
wondering how to address his crew.
Suddenly,
Daniel saw a commotion. The terns lifted up and found another bird, starting to
tug it towards the stump as if it were a sail. The bird resisted at first, but
then several kittiwakes, shoved at it from behind and finally even the puffins
relented, flapping their wings in encouragement. That is how Galley, the
pelican, received his promotion to first mate and, at the behest of the crew,
hopped up to the stump.
Daniel
watched as Alfred smiled, petting the large bird affectionately. “From galley
cook to first mate. I could not ask for a more appropriate replacement for the
noble Skipper.” Then Alfred took the wheel and barked out orders for sails to
be raised. While reluctant at first, Galley eventually squawked along the
orders until he seemed to feel confident.
Before
too long, the island swooped into the valley, and Daniel had to admit that
Alfred’s mother made no exaggeration in comparing the scene as an exact model
of Mangekilder. Though considerably more dry, as Karen had stated, it otherwise
fit as an unparalleled match. While lowering into the valley just as the sun
lowered past the western plains, no one needed to tell Alfred the spot that
Karen had divined for the island to land. In the precise location where the
island would have resided in Mangekilder lay the tremendous gap in the valley
floor.
Without
hesitating, Alfred expertly guided the island down into the rift like a knife
into its sheath. Finally, the great mass of land slid to a soft stop. They were
home.
The
whole party descended from the cliffs, and the first order of business was to
send Dustin and his men away on their horses without weapons. The men were only
too happy to leave the bewitched location and sprinted off to an exit of the
valley to the southwest, hoping to return to John Ross’s ranch across the
plains.
Next,
Karen sought her father, whom she found at the edge of the island staring at
the new addition to the previously useless hundred-acre gap in their property.
Standing with him was a solemn Indian woman with her beautiful rounded face
shining in the glowing twilight.
Owen
Ross was the first to notice her. Before he knew it, he stared into her eyes
and felt something a strong call that he would have had difficulty explaining.
He approached her and asked for her name. She did not know how to respond, but
only returned his stare with the same intrigue that he had. Madeleine Ross
smiled. She came up to the two and spoke to the woman in Shoshone. Laughing
Flower responded.
Within
a short time, Owen discovered that she had been concerned for her sister’s son,
because he had lost his parents in a prairie fire long ago. Now she had been
following him while he went on a vision quest. “Grandmother,” Owen said after
he had heard her tale, “ask her,” then he paused, thinking of the right words.
“Ask her if I can come with her.” Madeleine understood.
When
Madeleine asked, Laughing Flower for the first time in a long time—filled with
a sudden burst of happiness and excitement—smiled approvingly, then laughed.
While
Owen and Madeleine spoke with Laughing Flower, Alfred’s father noted that the
stream from the pond now had started emptying into the valley. Looking around,
he predicted that, if it continued, the stream might eventually fill the whole
valley and create a vast lake, providing missing lushness. The raised nature of
the island, however, ought to keep it above the new waterline. Alfred’s father
wondered at the type of fishing he could expect from such a phenomenon. Galley
seemed to anticipate his query because he joined them at the shoreline with a
mouthful of healthy trout.
Within
an hour of landing, Karen noticed their flock of sheep greedily grazing on the
hardy Norwegian grass. This led to plans to have another cabin built on the
island for Karen and her father ... and another occupant, Karen looked meaningfully
at Daniel.
Daniel
said, “You’re willing to try eloping again?”
Karen
smiled, “And I won’t even attempt to elude it this time.”
Daniel
grinned. “It looks as if everyone is finding their purpose here. As for me,
however, I don’t know what I will write about and send back to my editor in
Baltimore. There is plenty to write, but it’s all so … fantastic. No one will
believe it.”
Daniel
had no way of knowing at the time that his first major story would be about the
great fire that destroyed John Ross’s ranch. The timing was terrible for Dustin
and his men, who had arrived there just before the fire, which was apparently
started—the only surviving man reported—by the bizarre appearance of a hot air
balloon being driven madly before an uncommon easterly wind, crashing into the
extravagant ranch house, with the balloon fabric immediately catching fire and
enveloping everything around it.
For the
moment, however, Alfred looked to Daniel and said. “Write about everything
anyway, even if they don’t believe it. And make sure to include Skipper.”
Daniel
smiled. “Of course I will, Alfred. I’m just a bit of a loss at how to start
it.”
Alfred’s
mother stepped in. “As the storyteller of the family, may I recommend a
semi-traditional approach?”
“Such
as?” Daniel prodded.
“Once
upon a fjord …”
***
While
Alfred’s joy at the results of their journey overwhelmed him, he still managed
to sneak away later that night to the quarterdeck. After spending so much time
there over the past several weeks, he felt that he needed to go one more time
alone until he completely turned himself over to his family and new friends.
It was
dark by the time he reached the top of the cliff, so Alfred tip-toed past the
roosting crew, hoping to not disturb them. He went to the quarterdeck and
sighed with familiarity as he gripped the wheel and gazed out on his home, the
island, and his new home, the valley.
Alfred’s
eyes slowly descended until they rested on the stump in front of him. Only then
did he notice a startling omission. The ash box that had sat in the stump from
the very beginning of his journey was missing.
***
White
Feather cradled the box in his arms as he went towards the western wall of
cliffs. He aimed for a rock formation that at first blended in with the cliffs
behind it, but the closer he got, the more it distinguished itself as the
surviving portion of an arch that had long ago disintegrated.
He did
not know why he had the box, he only knew that when the great rock came from
out of the sky, it only seemed natural to ascend its promontory, past the
silent bird sentinels, and remove the box from the stump.
For the
same innate reason, his deep spiritual readiness for a vision, he went towards
the broken arch. Soon he stood at the base of the arch, which was big enough to
cover numerous buildings of the white man towns. Only then did White Feather
notice how much the broken arch had the look of an eagle. The tip of the arch
looked like a jagged eagle beak pointed outwards, with an angled head
following. The base served as the curved talons, and the side of the arch
resembled the body of the eagle with wings folded to the side.
In the
waning light, White Feather respectfully climbed the side of the eagle arch,
whose height reached far beyond the tallest trees of his mountain home. In
several spots, he passed empty pools where springs of water had long ago
resided. When he reached what would be the head of the eagle, White Feather
found, appropriately, an abandoned eagle’s nest.
White
Feather examined the nest and noticed a peculiar shape. The nest had formed in
such a way to make a square, with the sharp angles of white men’s houses or
wagons. White Feather immediately examined the box that he had taken from the
stump. He knew what to do.
Reaching
out, he slid the box into the nest, which fit perfectly. Then, after gazing at
it for a moment, he lifted the lid. The box was empty. But only for a moment.
Drifting
down from above, something landed softly into the box on a sheet of shimmering
air. White Feather rustled the cloth in front of him. Buried within it, he
found the form of a large, white bird. The bird did not breath, but its body
simply lay, relaxed in the box, surrounded by the glimmering cloth that
reminded White Feather of the garb that the Shaman wore underneath his skins.
The same Shaman who had visited their band and convinced White Feather, through
the magic of his eyes, that it was time for his vision quest.
As
White Feather examined the bird more closely, he noticed that the immense white
animal had a scarred eye on one side, with scratches that looked to come from a
wild animal. In a moment of realization, White Feather lifted up the wings and
saw the edge of one missing pinion feather. Grasping at the feather around his
neck, he released it from his necklace and delicately placed it in its missing
spot.
Immediately,
the chest of the bird began to rise and fall. The good eye then began to blink
and the bird picked itself up. It took a moment to digest its surrounding
before stepping out of the box and onto the granite ground below the nest,
tripping forward and landing awkwardly on its front as it did so.
White
Feather reached out to help it up. “You are my spirit animal,” he said out loud
and smiled, “and I shall call you Skips-upon-the-rock.” Thinking further, he
added, “Or Skipper, as a nickname.”
The
bird turned a satisfied eye in White Feather’s direction. Then he looked at the
box and back to White Feather. White Feather was so engrossed by these actions
that he did not notice the quiet appearance of a couple dozen birds all around
him: small, sleek swallows; larger, jet black crows; and then a small group of
self-important red tail hawks.
All
White Feather knew was that when he called for the wings to be extended—he was
not quite sure why he did—the great white bird called Skipper made a cry and
the birds pulled two vast stretches of fabric out of the box, flying them to
either side of the broken arch. So large were the glimmering fields of fabric
that they proportionally completed the look of an eagle for the island.
Then
when he called for the wings to flap and orders were given, the great
shimmering prongs of cloth started waving up and down with the help of the band
of birds surrounding him. The next thing White Feather knew, the broken piece
of arch somehow rocked out of its base and lifted into the air. White Feather
soon found himself riding on a magnificent stone eagle into twilight sky.
He did
not know where he would go or what would happen to him. One thought, however,
did occur to White Feather. It occurred to him that his parents did not perish
in that prairie fire eleven snows ago, only that they became separated from
him. He wondered if there was a place where he could find them. He wondered if
perhaps that same place would boast a landscape where this broken arch could be
completed.
The End
©2012 by Marty Reeder
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